Intro

Okay.. So here I am beginning a blog. I suppose I want to talk about what's been on my mind because I'm exposing this to any and all that may come across.

It's different but yet exciting.

So anyways..

I'm on the brink of ending a relatively long relationship. Just can't get the last words out to make it official. It's been over for a while now- so I've been off doing my thing.(maybe I'll talk about that next time)

I have a circle of friends that occasionally meet. A girl-friend of mine knows this guy- who of course knows a guy- that I see quite frequently.

He gives me these silly pet names and cracks these sex jokes from time to time. He makes me laugh.

Every so often we get really close to eachother and I feel this overwhelming sexual energy.

And not that I think I just...kind of energy but a...If I could take you right now-I would energy.

I didn't know what do with myself at first because first of all- niether one of us are eachother's types..I think? Let's just say that we're opposites.  Second- this guy wears a badge. Now don't get me wrong--you have no idea how many moments I spend fantasizing about him cuffing me and giving it to me...Hard  

But it just seems so totally different.

Well anyways. Not too long ago- we caught with eachother and I got the guts to express my interest.

I was so nervous- but at the same time I knew he was thinking the same thing. We spent about an hour or so joking around-telling eachother how we would turn the other out.

He bragged about how he could make me cum before he even touched me and how many times he would make me--touchin, lickin, and giving it to me slow then ruff...

All the while--he played with his hand-cuffs...

And made sure to look me dead in the eye!!

It was like--he was mentally undressing me and doing everything he said he wanted to. He was almost right about making me cum-a little more of that and I could've.

 I laughed sheepishly- but I wanted him right then and there.  But at the same time-I felt out done.

If you say so...Is what I said.  We kind of spent the last few moments trying to decide who's place we were going to go to. But I concluded that it should wait.We both had work to go to the next morning. Not to metnion he said he wanted more than 1-2 hours to handle me.  Oh-my-goodness..

You would've thought I was a waterfall.

He came up close and told me how he was thinking nasty thoughts. How he wanted to get in the back of his vehicle and have it out right there!!!! but of course-I maintaned composure and walked away.. I only wish I had gone now..

I get so freakin aroused when I think about him.

I cannot wait to see him again.

He excites me to a degree I never even knew existed- but at the same time, I'm nervous. Almost like first time nervous. He's bigger than me-surpisingly, being the amazon some say I am--I like that though.

He's got these eyes. Eyes that I usually don't pay any attention to. And he is so hot in his uniform including the hat and the gloves-the gun I could do without.

It's funny because sometimes I catch him looking for me, and he'll flash his light at me to check me out. Especially by girls but more often my ass.

I'm really curious to find out what he's like. I've never been with a guy like him. the fact that's he wears a badge turns me on even more.  Talk is usually cheap to me-but I like to listen to his. It's like an experimentation and a fantasy all wrapped up in one!! Jackpot!!!

I've always wondered what it was like to get some oral action from a guy like that. I've heard things...

He obviously likes it--to do it that is. He offered it up right on the spot. Me being the good girl that I am----NOT!!  Just blushed and giggled. All the while I'm thinking to myself- if I just had the time..

I would ride you til couldn't take it anymore--I did however mention that

I would make him beg me to stop. I'd bring him to tears. You know--those screaming with unbelievable ecstasy tears. I do and do it well. He liked that.

He got all figity and couldn't keep his eyes off of me.

I was proud to give that officer a nice big ol' hard on .

He noted that I was too young to be so sexy. He's about 12years older than me.

But I like older men.

Any way... that's enough of my intro. Still-here I am Curious.

Maybe the next time I blog-it'll be after an exciting night in handcuffs--Hopefully.

12:53 PM - Jul. 11, 2005