bored

      so freakin bored, someone msn me at soldier_of_eternal_darkness@hotmail.com

7:25 PM - Jun. 15, 2005

depression

it's almost father's day, and my father has been dead for 11 years and it is suppossed to get easier but it hasn't, i feel sad and pissed at the same time, sad because he's not here and pissed because he left me, i'm 19 he died when i was 8 and he left me with nothing.  not like the movies where they give you words of wisdom or praise, nothing just anger.  i don't know maybe i am just being weak, whatever.

7:14 PM - Jun. 15, 2005